Well Ryan will be leaving in and around 20 days. I have gotten used to him being gone a lot lately but he always comes back after two weeks. I have to be honest, I am really not looking forward to him being gone for 4 months. I love him to pieces, he is my best friend and he takes such good care of me and Embree. I dread the thought of him missing out on how Embree will grow and develop in that time. I really feel like he is the most amazing wonderful husband and father in the entire world, at least I know that for me and Embree he is perfect. I am so grateful that he is willing to serve our country, I am SO proud of him. I am grateful that he works hard, that he is still working hard at going to school, and that he still gives so much time to Embree and me everyday. I know this makes me sound like a brat, but he never tells me no, and I'm not a brat just very well taken care of. He really is my better half, he completes me and really balances me out. I can be a little crazy sometimes and he is the only one that can bring me back down to earth. I am gonna miss him like crazy but I am grateful for wonderful friends and family that completely understand me and the situation and are there with out me asking. So wether I like it or not he is leaving but I am so lucky that he is mine!!!
